Oh. [ she feels bad for sounding relieved, but. she does. ] I guess the idea of being away from my family for that long kind of- it's- I mean, I was still trying to wrap my head around going away to college, so this, in comparison, is all kind of sudden.

Not a bad sudden, I'm not complaining. But it's a little less scary knowing for sure that I can go back once I've done my part.