[ she huffs as her nose scrunches up a little bit, mumbling a quick- ] You know what I mean. [ more embarrassed than anything else. ]

Screaming about it won't solve anything. It won't make me feel better. It won't make anyone feel better. [ yes of course she's thinking about Peter ] I need to figure out what I'm going to tell Peter. I need to be okay so I can make sure he's okay.